Nowadays, i often asking this to my self
why should be me?
why am i deserve this?
i don’t know why i should stay still
when i really want to runaway
i don’t know why i should hang in there
accepts all bad things
while other can escape as a good man?
why i blamed for everything?
even if i try my best?
why i should crying badly
when i really want to do the best?
i really want to escape
but you hold me back
and said “i love you too, i need you”
but you still want to blame me for everything
even though other who hurt you
just because
….
because i’m the only one who stayed with you?
you tell me that you need me
you should be treat me better then
who in this world want to stay with someone who hurt her so bad?
i’m human too, i need to be loved not just loving everyone
see, now i’m asking why should be me? why? why?
…..
how long i can survive?
life wouldn’t always be sweet,
what i should do just hang in there
maybe there is one or several sweet days
just hang in there
’till i really can’t hold on anymore
LILIN KECIL 